E.V.O.L

Unequivocally in love. This stage is something that is both frightening and exciting. Going from heartache, abuse and giving up in all; someone just shows up unexpectedly and changes your views. Not everything is perfect. The arguing, the making up, the good days and the bad; it can be overwhelming. Its almost like you take it for granted sometimes because it seems so unreal. Every other aspect of like is crazy and you look to that part as a scapegoat to release some of those pressures. When you're tired, you're tired, but giving up is not the answer. Would that person do that to you? Could that person do that to you? Caring about someone and falling in love and allowing someone to carry a piece of your heart is scary. This life is stressful, and no one really knows the truth of what goes on with you. You sit there and smile and assure everyone you're alright because you're the backbone. Almost crying inside, this cannot be life sometimes. The many goals and aspirations one has in life to fulfill. The hurdles and obstacle you have to go through to reach euphoria is what no one speaks of. But this isn't about depression, this isn't about being sad, its just the inner emotions battling in ones head daily.